The Point Of No Return

A man once said..wisely or unwisely am yet to conclude ... that You have to get to the "Point of No Return" ....

It seems things get easier after that..i agree with the second part am sure. When u really get to a point where you have no other option but to go ahead, it does solve one question for sure.. "What Next" .

I Have lived my life in a very rash way and i seem to realize now, the momentary pleasures that the sinful life I've led might not have been worth it. But then, wat do i know, am just another guy in the crowd of millions, or billions if i look at an even bigger picture. Heck, i can swear I have followed this quote of that "Un/Wise" man to the hilt. I always did the more difficult part happily cos I knew i had the comfort of blaming the situation when repeated questions of my conscience hammered my brain asking "How Could You?? "

As I sit here, among the equals and the unequals (read: the happier ones) i find no one below me. I, along a few, am at the Nadir and i see my comrades leaving me alone wishing i would rise up soon in the future. I find myself alone, not lonely yet mind you, but alone. I don't really mind the 'alone time', the Nadir was kinda getting crowded and i needed some fresh air...may be think of a plan to get to the point of no return.heck all you know ...i might have got to it already...except that its in the opposite direction of where i wanted to go..

Today, after years of yearning and deciding and typing out drafts i finally reached a Point of No Return as i finally typed this post down...i just hope....this point of no return is in the right direction....

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A not so drunk bibhujeet on 10th April at 3 am :)